Disclaimer these are my thoughts on how I feel when handling discipline
Many emotions run through my head trepidation, sadness, self-doubt, pride, hurt and happiness when it is time for Bobbie’s discipline. One would think from all the books about discipline spanking that it would be a walk through the park. A simple over the top example would be something like this man takes his wife over his knee spanks her some pulls down her pants spanks some more then pulls down panties and spanks harder then they jump in bed and life is good. However, as we all know that an’t the way it happens well at lest for me it does not.
When Bobbie has to get over my knee and it’s not for fun, I am not a happy camper, nope not at all, because I am the one that will be causing her pain and even worse, on some occasions I am the one that will make her cry. I don’t know of any man worth his salt enjoying doing that.
Self-doubt plays havoc on my mind because I am running the whole scenario did I hear her right was it really her fault, how long should I do this if she fights me what then?
Sadness, I sometimes feel if I paid more attention to her she would not be here and I am sad that it could be resolved any other way.
When Bobbie submits to her punishment I feel pride because she is owning up to her mistakes she has taken ownership of it and is saying to me I am sorry lets get this behind us so we can continue to walk together.
When the spanking is finely done, I am happy because the rift between us has ended and we can see better days again.
I am sure that we grow old together in the new lifestyle my emotions that I described will change; some will fall to the way side and probably new ones will take their place.
I would like to hear from the other HOH about what runs through their minds while doing a punishment spanking and no you women are not off the hook I would like to hear your side of the tale to, I think it would be very interesting to hear about it from your end also.